Thursday, April 11, 2013

Reconnecting with Myself

Lately I've been having trouble sleeping. This is something that very rarely happens to me. I've often bragged to people about how I could sleep on a rock or how I'm already dreaming within seconds of closing my eyes. I don't know what's keeping me awake recently.... it's nothing in particular. I just feel, and know, that I need to re-connect with myself. I'm feeling slightly distant from me, if that makes any sense at all. I'm so busy working on my relationships with everyone else in my life that sometimes I forget how much I need myself. I need to work on that.

I really just think I need a little more peace and a little less coffee in my life. I've been flirting with the idea of acupuncture and meditation, too. Maybe I need a zen garden. Maybe I just need a hot bath or to lay in a hammock somewhere. Do I just need to take a pen to paper and write and write and write until I make sense of everything? It's possible that I simply need to become intoxicated off the scent of fresh flowers and the sound of a cool breeze. Maybe a mixture of all the above will work. Wouldn't that be nice?